You ever feel like you can't do anything right and you just always screw things up? That's what I feel like right now. It doesn't matter what I write, because he never reads this, but I just mess things up so badly all the time. This has to do with the fighting thing I mentioned before; I'm so stupid. Everything I do is wrong and when I try to fix it I just end up getting my feelings hurt and messing it up more. I'm starting to feel like Ecclesiastes...