Right now I feel like the broken wall in Nehemiah. "The strength of the laborers is giving out, and there is so much rubble that we cannot rebuild the wall." What is God's will in all of this? You know sometimes you just know that something is behind you and then it comes back and you see how wrong you are. I thought I was over this, but I'm still a silly girl who cares too much. I'm so frustrated that I could scream or laugh or throw something, anything but sit here typing out on my blog. I do strange things when I'm upset. Strange... I feel like playing the Sims. Ohhh, Law and Order is on! Please pray for me that God will make His will known to me.