Right now I'm over at Katherine's house. We rented RPG Maker2 in absence of Baldur's Gate Dark Alliance 2. But we fail, as we cannot seem to get it to work. I went to visit the University of Houston today. I'll be graduating in a little over a month and I'm really praying that my parents will scrounge up enough money to afford a dorm at the University. I'm really liking how soft the keys are on this laptop; it makes my fingers happy. So I found out that if I want to major in Spanish, I have to take four semesters worth of another foreign language. So I'm trying to decide between French or German. On the one hand, French would be very easy to transfer to with the Latin background it shares with Spanish. But German would be very interesting as well, as English is a Germanic language and the two share much in common. And I still don't know what my minor will be. Business would be a great application job-wise... but I can't stand economics. And then there's orchestra. This month I had my senior solo. I played the Vocalise by Rachmaninoff. It's a beautiful piece, but during the concert I got so nervous that my bow hand shook. Luckily, I was able to stop shaking by the lower octave repeat and my vibrato covered up most of the shaking (though not all of it). I was fantasizing that I would meet the love of my life today (yes, I AM a silly girl) at the campus, but no such luck. Looking around the place, I ended up getting the distinct impression that I am a very young looking girl. If it weren't for my blasted pixie features... *shakes fist* I suppose it doesn't help that I'm under 5'3. Anywho, on the emotional update, I feel like I've been pulled out from underneath the heel of my own problems. I just need to learn to put my trust in God. So often these days I rely on myself, even though I know deep down that I can do nothing without Him. But like I said, I'm a silly girl.