Friday, May 27, 2005
Today is the big day; graduation. I'll update you on my job status while I'm at it. I've been a waitress for a week now but in order to effectively wait tables I created an alter ego named Irene. Irene thinks she's me, that's why she introduces herself as Talley. But I know better. Whenever things go wrong I blame it on Irene. Anyways, so Irene likes this boy at work now. And I've told her she's being ridiculous, because he's a flirt. And if I thought he wasn't interested this wouldn't be a problem, but I think he is starting to be interested. So now it becomes a problem and I'm very cross with Irene. Nobody ever said she was smart, hm? He met the Rinn family today when I went to go and see him at work (eating, not working.) I know I shouldn't date him because it would be a big mistake, seeing as he's a flirt and that would really hurt my feelings if we were going out and he flirted with someone else. That and what I really want from a relationship right now is a man who is seeking Christ with all of his heart, and I just don't see that in this guy. I've already been down this road once and it was a disaster. Now hopefully I won't have to deal with this, but who knows. If he asks me out... I don't know what I'll say. I know what I SHOULD say... Maybe I'll tell him that I would love to go with him as a friend. Poopie, this is why I haven't dated in two years, so I don't have to deal with this crap. If he brings it up I'll have to make clear that I want a hardcore Christian man. Here's to hoping Irene doesn't get her way.

Comments:
:/!!! hang in there tall. College is comming and more new boys. I'll love you even if you go on a date with the flirt, but he's not the only fish in the sea. And he may surprise you. A lot of boys that flirt with all the girls until they get a girlfriend and then they are totally devoted to her. :/!!!
 
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