Well the good news is that I changed my mind about liking that one guy but the bad news is that I'm very confused about how I feel about someone else that I only want to be friends with. Or at least I'm telling myself I want to be friends with him. If I can't control myself at work how bad is it going to be in college? Ideally, I would have a big brother-little sister relationship with this guy and perhaps that's all we have now. And if that's the way he feels about me, the more the better. But I still need to stop liking him. Grrr. Dumb me.