Today the battle with the lawn mower will be renewed. I've still no job... I don't know what God has in mind but I do hope whatever it is comes my way soon. Astros vs. the Braves tonight and I've got tickets up close behind third base! Which means... I get a great view of Morgan Ensberg! Poor Kat, her favorite player dislocated his shoulder again and he's day to day. I'm so tight on money it drives me crazy. And it's not like I don't want a job or anything. I do... I just won't go back to El Toro's, where I'm a sure hire. I made myself a promise... I'm going to keep my self respect. I despise mowing the lawn... Pray for me. I need to turn all of this over to God.