Do you ever feel just emotionally tired? That's where I am right now. I'm tired of this little game I always play around this time of year and I'm really just ready to take some time for myself with God. I need to start going back to the prayer fountain and spend a good twenty minutes or so a day out there reading the Word and meditating on Him. That's where I find my peace, after all. And since I've been feeling like an emotional hurricane that would seem to be the logical thing to do. I need peace right now that only God can grant. Why do I do the things that I don't want to do and I do not do the things that I should? I'd also like to spend several days catching up on my reading for Human Situations and Foreign Policy. It's a good thing Thanksgiving is coming up soon. My aunt Margo is having a baby. I'll be twenty and the baby will be just coming into the world. It's amazing how my family works. I have cousins ranging from their 30's to in the womb. I suppose that should be expected from a family with fifteen children. I think I realize now why I've been playing the game so much lately. It's because I haven't been spending that crucial time with God. Of course that's why I'm so tired. God bless me and grant me the peace that I seek.